第两百四十四章 mockingbird
能把黑人音乐玩的比黑人还溜，这本身就是一种能力的表现，生活在平均两个月就得换一次学校或者搬家的环境中还能保持善良，这就更值得徐飞好好安利一把。让徐飞真正喜欢上eminem的并不是刚刚那首拿了很多次格莱美的《lose yourself》，尽管这首歌在当年可谓说唱音乐的巅峰之作，但徐飞更喜欢eminem写给女儿的那首《mockingbird》！虽然徐飞前世连个女朋友都没有更不用说女儿，但当时听《mockingbird》的时候徐飞还是一样流泪。
这是eminem写给女儿的歌，因为和妻子离婚，eminem认为他没能给女儿海莉带来幸福的生活，写这首歌就是为了向海莉道歉，并在歌中向海莉即使了单亲家庭生活为何不美满。
这是一首更像是父亲对着女儿轻声碎碎念的歌，整首歌就像一个父亲的忏悔和救赎，字里行间都是他对女儿的歉疚和关爱，满满的爱意就算徐飞这种还没身为人父的单身青年都能听出来，可以想象当初歌手在创作这首歌时的心理。
低声轻喃。
强颜欢笑。
这何尝不是人在世间必须要面对的困境，与其说这首歌时写给女儿，徐飞听到的却是生活。
生下来，活下去。
“yeah
i know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
but hey, what daddy always tell you?
straighten up little soldier
stiffen up that upper lip
what you crying about?
you got me
hailie i know you miss your mom and i know you miss your dad
well i'm gone but i'm trying to give you the life that i never had
i can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
i can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
cuz you're scared, i ain't there?
daddy's with you in your prayers
no more crying, wipe them tears
daddy's here, no more nightmares
we gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
laney uncles crazy, aint he?
yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
we're all we got in this world
when it spins, when it swirls
when it whirls, when it twirls
two little beautiful girls
lookin' puzzled, in a daze
i know it's confusing you
daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
i try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
the harder that i try to do that, the more it backfires on me
all the things growing up his daddy that he had to see
daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
we did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
but things have gotten so bad between us
i don't see us ever being together ever again
like we used to be when we was teenagers
but then of course everything always happens for a reason
i guess it was never meant to be
but it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
but no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream
[chorus]
now hush little baby, don't you cry
everything's gonna be alright
stiffen that upperlip up little lady, i told ya
daddy's here to hold ya through the night
i know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
we feel how we feel inside
it may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
but i promise momma's gon' be alright
it's funny
i remember back one year when daddy had no money
mommy wrapped the christmas presents up
and stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
cuz daddy couldn't buy 'em
i'll never forget that christmas i sat up the whole night crying
cuz daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
but his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
and at the time every house that we lived in
either kept getting broke into and robbed
or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar
tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
and i know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
and it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
on the chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
and dad moved back to the other side of 8 mile on novara
and that's when daddy went to california with his cd and met dr. dre
and flew you and momma out to see me
but daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
then you started seeing daddy on the t.v. and momma didn't like it
and you and laney were to young to understand it
papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
and it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
i'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
cuz all i ever wanted to do was just make you proud
now i'm sittin in this empty house, just reminiscing
lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
to see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now
wow
, guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
laney i'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here
i like the sound of that, yeah
it's got a ring to it don't it?
shh, momma's only gone for the moment
[chorus]
and if you ask me too
daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
i'mma give you the world
i'mma buy a diamond ring for you
i'mma sing for you
i'll do anything for you to see you smile
and if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
i'mma break that birdies neck
i'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
and make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad (haha)”
一首歌很快就完了，徐飞沉浸在对前世的怀念和回忆中，身边的帝释天也久久没有出声。徐飞唱的版本比起eminem来说肯定缺少些韵味，但这不妨碍从来没有接触过这类音乐的帝释天陷入沉思。
帝舜。
已知的加罗神族最高领袖，作为帝舜的女儿，帝释天从小到大别说什么溺爱，生来就没有母亲的她还没学会走就先开始炼气，等可以勉强在地上不步行的时候，帝释天已经是出窍期的修士了。
神隐星“恶劣“的环境造成了在这里出生的加罗神族不能像加罗星那样生而合体，虽然比起神隐星的土著来说生下来就是金丹期已经足够令人震惊，但对于曾经称霸整个星界并且身怀灭族之恨的他们来说，金丹期还是太少了。
修炼！
战斗！
修炼！
战斗！
帝释天的童年就是这么过来的，虽然她的生长速度明显慢于她的修为晋升速度，但看起来十二三岁的帝释天确确实实也有数百年的“高寿”了，几百年从金丹到合体，这在神隐星修士看来天方夜谭的事情放在加罗神族身上也只算一般，而为了以后等同或者超越父亲，帝释天从来都没有感受到什么父爱过。
两个人都很安静，前面带路的暗影之翼高手已经开始减速示意，这群人的速度还真不是说说而已，即便徐飞将动感飞车的功率开到最大也不得不依仗帝释天的能力才能跟的住对方，按照先前的约定，两个多月来的全速前进已经到了肉戏的阶段。
冥域森林中段，徐飞和帝释天下车，等徐飞收起了动感飞车，两个人都将目光投向了带路的托马斯。
是的，这次负责开拓路线的就是暗影之翼的绝对高层托马斯，别看这家伙一副中老年油腻大叔的样子，认真起来还是有一套的。
“徐神使，往左就是加罗神族的领地，往右就是我们此次将要去的方向，您确定要继续么？”
“为什么不往中间走？”
徐飞虽然答非所问，但托马斯已经明白了徐飞的意图，想了想继续道：“中间就是那块被称为禁地的所在，先前我们已经说过，此次试图穿越冥域森林只能从侧面掠过去，要是触动了中间位置的什么存在，那。。。”
见托马斯的眼睛看向自己，帝释天无所谓的说道：“你不会想看见我父亲的，就算你想，他也不会允许的。”指了指徐飞，帝释天现在这招玩的很溜，帅锅这种事情只要做了第一次，那就完全没有心理压力了。
“前面带路吧！尽量不要相隔太远，你也知道徐某来这里是为了什么，所以绕点路没关系，只要找到中意的地方，徐某这次出行就算完成一半了！”
“好的，还请徐神使跟好托马斯，要是发现情况不对，还请徐神使自行离开，暗影之翼并没有能保证你安全的实力，还请徐神使谅解！”
“明白！除非遇到什么干扰，不然徐某会一直跟着你们的！”
暗影之翼的三人不再说话，领头的托马斯看了一眼徐飞就催动法力向右方掠去，徐飞也不敢再用动感飞车，任由帝释天拎着脖子跟了上去。
如果忽略掉冥域森林这个名字和时不时窜出来的各种妖兽，光论风景的话徐飞就算穷尽前世所学也没办法来形容这一路的见闻，如果非要举个例子，那么徐某人一定会说《阿凡达》，因为这里的丛林几乎就是那部电影的翻版，色彩各异的植物铺天盖地，很多植物的危险性可能比那些动不动就合体后期渡劫初期的妖兽还要高——遇到合体期妖兽帝释天都是随手料理接着吸收，就算遇到渡劫期的妖兽，只要不是太强帝释天也要试一试，可植物，徐飞虽然被拎着也在仔细观察，帝释天几乎是刻意的不去接触那些植物。
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这是eminem写给女儿的歌，因为和妻子离婚，eminem认为他没能给女儿海莉带来幸福的生活，写这首歌就是为了向海莉道歉，并在歌中向海莉即使了单亲家庭生活为何不美满。
这是一首更像是父亲对着女儿轻声碎碎念的歌，整首歌就像一个父亲的忏悔和救赎，字里行间都是他对女儿的歉疚和关爱，满满的爱意就算徐飞这种还没身为人父的单身青年都能听出来，可以想象当初歌手在创作这首歌时的心理。
低声轻喃。
强颜欢笑。
这何尝不是人在世间必须要面对的困境，与其说这首歌时写给女儿，徐飞听到的却是生活。
生下来，活下去。
“yeah
i know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
but hey, what daddy always tell you?
straighten up little soldier
stiffen up that upper lip
what you crying about?
you got me
hailie i know you miss your mom and i know you miss your dad
well i'm gone but i'm trying to give you the life that i never had
i can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
i can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
cuz you're scared, i ain't there?
daddy's with you in your prayers
no more crying, wipe them tears
daddy's here, no more nightmares
we gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
laney uncles crazy, aint he?
yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
we're all we got in this world
when it spins, when it swirls
when it whirls, when it twirls
two little beautiful girls
lookin' puzzled, in a daze
i know it's confusing you
daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
i try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
the harder that i try to do that, the more it backfires on me
all the things growing up his daddy that he had to see
daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
we did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
but things have gotten so bad between us
i don't see us ever being together ever again
like we used to be when we was teenagers
but then of course everything always happens for a reason
i guess it was never meant to be
but it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
but no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream
[chorus]
now hush little baby, don't you cry
everything's gonna be alright
stiffen that upperlip up little lady, i told ya
daddy's here to hold ya through the night
i know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
we feel how we feel inside
it may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
but i promise momma's gon' be alright
it's funny
i remember back one year when daddy had no money
mommy wrapped the christmas presents up
and stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
cuz daddy couldn't buy 'em
i'll never forget that christmas i sat up the whole night crying
cuz daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
but his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
and at the time every house that we lived in
either kept getting broke into and robbed
or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar
tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
and i know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
and it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
on the chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
and dad moved back to the other side of 8 mile on novara
and that's when daddy went to california with his cd and met dr. dre
and flew you and momma out to see me
but daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
then you started seeing daddy on the t.v. and momma didn't like it
and you and laney were to young to understand it
papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
and it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
i'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
cuz all i ever wanted to do was just make you proud
now i'm sittin in this empty house, just reminiscing
lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
to see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now
wow
, guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
laney i'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here
i like the sound of that, yeah
it's got a ring to it don't it?
shh, momma's only gone for the moment
[chorus]
and if you ask me too
daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
i'mma give you the world
i'mma buy a diamond ring for you
i'mma sing for you
i'll do anything for you to see you smile
and if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
i'mma break that birdies neck
i'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
and make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad (haha)”
一首歌很快就完了，徐飞沉浸在对前世的怀念和回忆中，身边的帝释天也久久没有出声。徐飞唱的版本比起eminem来说肯定缺少些韵味，但这不妨碍从来没有接触过这类音乐的帝释天陷入沉思。
帝舜。
已知的加罗神族最高领袖，作为帝舜的女儿，帝释天从小到大别说什么溺爱，生来就没有母亲的她还没学会走就先开始炼气，等可以勉强在地上不步行的时候，帝释天已经是出窍期的修士了。
神隐星“恶劣“的环境造成了在这里出生的加罗神族不能像加罗星那样生而合体，虽然比起神隐星的土著来说生下来就是金丹期已经足够令人震惊，但对于曾经称霸整个星界并且身怀灭族之恨的他们来说，金丹期还是太少了。
修炼！
战斗！
修炼！
战斗！
帝释天的童年就是这么过来的，虽然她的生长速度明显慢于她的修为晋升速度，但看起来十二三岁的帝释天确确实实也有数百年的“高寿”了，几百年从金丹到合体，这在神隐星修士看来天方夜谭的事情放在加罗神族身上也只算一般，而为了以后等同或者超越父亲，帝释天从来都没有感受到什么父爱过。
两个人都很安静，前面带路的暗影之翼高手已经开始减速示意，这群人的速度还真不是说说而已，即便徐飞将动感飞车的功率开到最大也不得不依仗帝释天的能力才能跟的住对方，按照先前的约定，两个多月来的全速前进已经到了肉戏的阶段。
冥域森林中段，徐飞和帝释天下车，等徐飞收起了动感飞车，两个人都将目光投向了带路的托马斯。
是的，这次负责开拓路线的就是暗影之翼的绝对高层托马斯，别看这家伙一副中老年油腻大叔的样子，认真起来还是有一套的。
“徐神使，往左就是加罗神族的领地，往右就是我们此次将要去的方向，您确定要继续么？”
“为什么不往中间走？”
徐飞虽然答非所问，但托马斯已经明白了徐飞的意图，想了想继续道：“中间就是那块被称为禁地的所在，先前我们已经说过，此次试图穿越冥域森林只能从侧面掠过去，要是触动了中间位置的什么存在，那。。。”
见托马斯的眼睛看向自己，帝释天无所谓的说道：“你不会想看见我父亲的，就算你想，他也不会允许的。”指了指徐飞，帝释天现在这招玩的很溜，帅锅这种事情只要做了第一次，那就完全没有心理压力了。
“前面带路吧！尽量不要相隔太远，你也知道徐某来这里是为了什么，所以绕点路没关系，只要找到中意的地方，徐某这次出行就算完成一半了！”
“好的，还请徐神使跟好托马斯，要是发现情况不对，还请徐神使自行离开，暗影之翼并没有能保证你安全的实力，还请徐神使谅解！”
“明白！除非遇到什么干扰，不然徐某会一直跟着你们的！”
暗影之翼的三人不再说话，领头的托马斯看了一眼徐飞就催动法力向右方掠去，徐飞也不敢再用动感飞车，任由帝释天拎着脖子跟了上去。
如果忽略掉冥域森林这个名字和时不时窜出来的各种妖兽，光论风景的话徐飞就算穷尽前世所学也没办法来形容这一路的见闻，如果非要举个例子，那么徐某人一定会说《阿凡达》，因为这里的丛林几乎就是那部电影的翻版，色彩各异的植物铺天盖地，很多植物的危险性可能比那些动不动就合体后期渡劫初期的妖兽还要高——遇到合体期妖兽帝释天都是随手料理接着吸收，就算遇到渡劫期的妖兽，只要不是太强帝释天也要试一试，可植物，徐飞虽然被拎着也在仔细观察，帝释天几乎是刻意的不去接触那些植物。
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